The bombshell is working an elegant pixie cut and demure clothing to match. (via Pamela Anderson Just Cut Off All Her Hair. What Do You Think?)
This picture of Pam Anderson really upset my husband. He thinks that the picture of her with the long hair looks better however, maybe it’s a girl thing but I find that she looks simply amazing with the pixie cut and I find that she is pretty more covered up. But… I don’t go straight to looking at a chicks boobs either so… Whatever. Men!
Its official.. I am actually enjoying going to the gym at night! :) I have a workout buddy and stocked my fridge of healthy foods and plenty of bottles of water.. I’ve done pretty good so far on eatting good.
Figuring out a routine to follow when I get up there seems to be the trouble I have so far. I go in and first things first is tredmill but from there I usually wonder around trying out machines.. I think once I get myself fully familiar with all the machines the more I can go in there and know exactly what I amgoing to do.
I’m going to try to take my before picture tonight and save it until I have a better picture to post with it.. lol :))
So yesterday I realized that trying to shop healthy is extremely expensive. We ended up spending at the least 75 dollars more than an usual shopping trip and we shop once a week, unless I’m feeling extremely creative and can stretch another week in before I go shopping.
Going to have to do some research or start asking my “healthy friends” to help me grocery shop while staying within my budget.
Tonight I am going back to the gym that I haven’t been able to make it to in about 5 or 6 months. The sad truth is that I got the membership thinking I could squeeze in the time and then only made it twice. :( I hope to change that now that my husband is back to working a normal workweek.
As far as it goes on the homefront, things are looking up. We still struggle through our problems but he is extremely patient.
Heres hoping the workout goes to plan tonight!!
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Codependency is an unhealthy form of love. It is where my need to take care of you compromises or harms my quality of life. Although it’s usually seen in romantic partnerships, it can occur in any relationship, including family, friends or peers. Characteristics of codependency include:
So far today as been an improvement over the past couple of days… Hope this means I’m past some of this …. I want a brighter day tomorrow.
"You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life."
I have learned so much in the past couple of weeks. It has taken its toll on me and I fight to figure out what part of the puzzle I am missing to help move past everything. The good that has come from it is that I know and I am able to forgive some and try to move forward. I recently looked up an old friend and apologized for my past behavior but I still feel such an extreme amount of guilt for letting a friendship go… Though I still feel like maybe there is something missing that I don’t know… I’m afraid and paranoid of the future now. It’s slowly trying to consume me as I try to fight it… I just wished I knew whatever it is that I need to know to fill that hole in my life… I missing something.. I just don’t know what or how to figure it out……
Happy Father’s Day to my husband of 7 years ((tomorrow)). We may have had a rough start together but you have never failed as a father! So proud of you!